Thursday, 30 October 2025

Chaweewan Poem 4

My dearest lady has such a pretty Face

That makes my Heart doth Race

My life lightens with up her bright Smile

May I be in her arms for a long long While

I'll soon be with her near Christmas Time

We'll be together our bodies can Entwine


In our one and only love, so new and Fresh

We pray our joint future will Enmesh

To my dear one and only Chaweewan

I love you forever in our Pureland

Of  togetherness in England and Thailand!


We are both Part of the Milky Way Galaxy

This moment in time our new Reality

In our Solar System on such a Rare Earth

Found each other, in this time, this Rebirth

A miraculous bonding we both prayed would Come

At last we're here for our ever, it's now Done


Will you be my lover, my friend and Companion

For the time we have remaining ne'er Abandon

But through thick and thin and all states in Between

Our bond of love will grow and Grow I Know

Together we'll reach the highest Love

An understanding of each soul's but Oneness


Loving you from afar over the Miles

With a shortcut between our hearts & Smiles

From Manchester rain to your Bangkok Dawn

Every heartbeat carries me to where you Are

Till the day the miles melt into one Embrace

Chaweewan, my Golden Love, Forever Ours


Although there are many Miles between Us

Our love can transcend those Kilometers in Mind

To be both apart and together over the time Zones

A bond where we praise each other we did Find

Through hopes and prayers we bonded on first Meet

Our Body Speech and Mind met -- perfectly Combined


Although thousands of miles still stretch between us,
Our love leaps further than any distance in mind;
We live in different hours, yet never apart in soul or zones,
A sacred bond where heaven helped two hearts to find.
From the very first moment our hopes and prayers aligned,
Body, speech, and mind all met—perfectly combined.


Pom Rak Khun Krap, Jup Jup

Koi Mak Jao, Jao Mak Koi, Li li, ili der

I love you so much, so much. When you say "I love you darling" my heart melts!

ข่อย มัก เจ้า หลาย หลาย อีหลี เด้อ = K̄h̀xy mạk cêā h̄lāy h̄lāy xī h̄lī dêx




Tuesday, 28 October 2025

Chaweewan Poem 3 & Wishes

May you be Well & have the Wisdom (of the Buddhas)
May you be Inspired & free of Ignorance
May you be Safe & free of Suffering.
May you be Happy & Healthy!

Wishes
May you all be Well
May you All be Inspired.
May you all be Safe.
May you all be Happy!

Double Wishes
May you all be Well & have the Wisdom of the BUddhas
May you All be Inspired & free of Ignorance
May you all be Safe & free of Suffering.
May you all be Happy & Healthy!

Triple Wishes
May you all be Well, Wealthy & have the Wisdom of the Buddhas
May you All be Inspired, Intelligent & free of Ignorance
May you all be Safe, Sane & free of Suffering.
May you all be Happy, Hardworking & Healthy!

Monday, 27 October 2025

Chaweewan's Poem 2

Chaweewan

Chaweewan

Pom Rak Khun, Pom Rak Khun

You are my Darling

You are my Tirak Khong Chang

And I Lo-o--ove You!

And I Lo-oo-ooo-oooovvvvve You!!

More and more Everyday (I must say)

Choi Mak Jao ... na krap

(hLi hLi ili der) Lily, Eily.....Na (Ili dua)

My heart is with you in Thailand

But my body is now here in England (Manchester)

And I Lo-o-o-ove You! Sweet Lady Chaweewan

Missing you everyday we are apart (Ki Tung Na Noi)

May our Love grow and grow in Wonder!

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Peter Peter 

You are my darling 

You’re my thi rak khang Chan and love you and I love you 

....Peter  konchok Jinpa💕yim 

Thimachai my thi rak khang Chan 

khay mak cea kha jup jup 😘❤💕👩‍❤‍👨💋











Hi Alastair,

It's ok, I'm not in the UK at the moment thankfully, but the cold weather does affect my house that I monitor remotely externally & internally on 7 Ring cameras, a small issue has re-arisen to sort on my return in February, and we're in somewhere warm all year round near where Rinpoche died, and staying with my fiancée; we visited the Temple in October where his ashes were taken.

Yes, I liked YNP secondly out of the 4 root practices completed, RD was my most intense, but have to admit my formal practice has attenuated somewhat since Rinpoche's death & my Father's death 12 days earlier (sorting the probate was a massive task!) and now mainly do ad hoc 'NoM' resting, mantra meditation and of course the 8 worldly concerns.
Much has changed for me recently, I retired as a Physicist working 45 years in Engineering recently.
(By the way as someone who has investigated 'ClimateChange' for over 25 years since running Climate Models, I know what the MSM tell everyone to be a total exaggeration, of even what IPCC are stating & to the detriment of us all especially in the UK; I've written a pamphlet about it, but needs far more work to simplify for public. I'm a signatory to Clintel https://clintel.org, but realise many in Rigpa, not all I must add, disagree with my honest views, and a few have been quite aggressive towards me on this sadly (esp. those associated with 'Just StopOil'); note any prayers about 'Climate', although I know well intentioned, don't understand our deluxe reality based on yes, FossilFuels, the COG's of Modern Civilisation. I know this might be opposite to some Rinpoche's teachings but I try to go for reality not seemingly 'virtuous' misguided but well intentioned words).
Apart from health issues that deplete my energy from Long Term Type 2 Diabetes (2 of my 4 siblings have been suffering badly & gone on to be Insulin dependent recently), I was/am very busy with family commitments of my children & my first grand daughter will be arriving into the world around Easter time.
Time here is helping my recouperation of health, (but it took me a week to get over the travel!) 45 years intense working life & my fiancée looks after me very well; although she was struck herself by some food poisoning (I avoided squid & clams!) & fully recovered without needing hospitalisation.

We have visited many temples from Chiang Rai & Chiang Mai to Bangkok recently and I've spoken with quite a lot of monks & people, but as my younger (& Vajra) brother and I see that Buddhadharma here has seemingly descended into Tourism, Idol worship & requests for monk Blessings for Wealth, Health, Fortunes, for most, and little talk of dharma sadly; but of course that good basis can help lead to practice, so similar to Tibetan ordinary folk in a way doing mani mantras circumambulation.
The 4 of us met up in Bangkok last week, before they went to Ko Phangan, for the first time since pre-Covid when I started dealing with Dad's house & we met his wife also for the first time here at a local hotel. 
They run retreats/seminars based on Osho teachings & Chakra mediations etc. for income, sometimes in Ukraine, no longer Russia sadly of course, Türkiye, Thailand, HK etc. and other countries in Asia. My other 3 siblings & Uncle have had some connections with Tibet Buddhism, but no longer.

Amongst the many Temples visited, there was one picture of Guru Rinpoche amazingly to see high up at 'Wat Phra That Doi Suthep' in Chiang Mai; reminding me of the similar at Kagyu Ling in the 70's (btw I met up with my previous 6 Vajra siblings when the 17b Karmapa visited last year, I've not seen the 17d Karmapa yet, but did attend the 16th visit in Manchester in 1977).

Hope Steph & you are well, I see some things on facebook but try not to visit it too often, and just post the odd climate item that maybe of interest, so all in all, bit of a long-winded story & copied Kathy who mentioned you'd be in touch, however I cannot commit to such ... I'm very sorry ...

Cheers, Peter
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Peter Dorey BSc MInstP MIET 00 44 792 689 7593
11 Foxhill Chase, Higher Offerton, Stockport SK2 5HJ

Wednesday, 1 October 2025

Chaweewan's Poem 1

 Grok / X

In Thailand's glow, where warm winds doth Play,

I found a heart that will light my new Way.

Your smile, a bloom in each day's Grace,

A spark of joy in every new-found Place.

Through temples of gold and skies so Wide,

With you, my heart has found its new Tide.

Your laughter and dances, soft and Free,

A song of laughter 'n love, just for you and Me.  

From Bangkok's hum to its glistening sandy Shore,

Each step with you, I hope to love you Evermore.

In your eyes, I see the stars and planets will Align,

My Thailand love ChaweeWan, maybe be forever Mine.

Sunday, 12 November 2023

Fç you've just reached fifty

 

Now dear Françoise you've just reached fifty

Years have passed today but still very nifty

In English this is also called two score and ten

Think how rare it is to be taught dzogchen

Life on this joint impermanent conveyor belt

We've be given cards so very well dealt

To meet a teacher such as Sogyal Rinpoche

To remember his pith instructions every day

Let's not waste what days we still have left

Samsara for its brief joys leaves us bereft

Practicing mindfulness with kindness to all

This Earth in midst of trillions is so small

Our journey is but a fraction of cosmic time

Out of hell realms we managed to climb

Our regrets at our end will surely makes us cry

If we still beleive in the crooked imaginary 'I'

So my sincere WISH for you is coming soon

From this fake practioner who's dharma immune!

 

May you be Well & have the Wisdom of the Buddhas
May you be Inspired & free of Ignorance
May you be Safe & free of Suffering.
May you be Happy & Healthy!

Sunday, 9 April 2023

Country lanes

Country lanes of kissing overgrown Trees Meadows, orchards and stretching Leas Shady forests, even a sleepy Hollow Valleys, glens, there swooping Swallow Mighty oaks and lakes weeping Willows Mossy grasses would bounce like Pillows Miles from the urban sprawls in Dark In the distance hear that erie Bark.

Wednesday, 29 March 2023

Marriage Audit

 https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/midlife-marriage-questions-every-couple-should-ask-relationship-advice-2023-wwn5r9hp8


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Sunday, 21 March 2021

How are you darling G?

How are you darling Gulnara?

Probably sleeping over there in Ufa.

We here sentient beings in Samsara,

Amongst zillions of others a Saga.

When will humans go back to Normal,

Locked down in our caves big and Small.

Wish you much love and Happiness,

A gentle sooting massage, a Caress.

I so send you across mountains and seas

Be Happy, Content, Loving and at Ease.

Good Night Sweet Dreams xXx

© JustMe

Sunday, 27 December 2020

Happy Birthday to my dear G

Happy Birthday to beloved Gulnara 💋,
Young 'n beautiful full of Laughter😃.
Works so hard most days it's Clear🙇🏼‍♀️,
A lovely person I hold you so Dear🤗.
Wealth, Inspiration, Success and Health💃🏽,
Is my Forever WISH for Your Being 💅🏽.
Send Kisses, Hugs and lots of Love 💞
From me to you on wings of a Dove 🕊️ ...

💞x💋x🥰

© JustMe 27-12-2020

Saturday, 2 September 2017

S---z connection

S---z connection

There's a lady called S---z
She cares for my Dad's
Needs each and every Weekend
Studies Psychology to Ascend
Kind, sweet and full of Energy
Looks after all the Elderley
Around the area of Stoke
In me I find she does Invoke
I fell some big Connections
Wishing for her Affections

Sunday, 16 July 2017

APC unused long words

Calumny - a false and malicious statement designed to injure the reputation of someone or something
Mellifluous - sweetly or smoothly flowing; sweet-sounding
Otiose - being at leisure; idle; indolent. ineffective or futile. superfluous or useless.
Verisimilitude -  the appearance or semblance of truth; likelihood; probability: as an assertion, having merely the appearance of truth.
Discombobulated - to confuse or disconcert; upset; frustrate
Sycophant - a self-seeking, servile flatterer; fawning parasite
Poltroon -  wretched coward; craven.
exegesis -
Rubric -
Invidious -

Life's can seem pointless and tragic
Seems with a little trick of Magic
Every day the body almost could Die
Yet still believe in the forever I




Saturday, 15 July 2017

Mr Perfect

Partner in non-illusory self discover or just having a bit of fun with good chemistry...

So Mr. Perfect for you just Now
See what life brings, to each Bow
Respect One another, for time is Short
Love this Universe not just Retort
Life meant to be for us Together
Through good and bad Whatever
So is the illusion of Perfection
Ever going to bring true Affection?

Never underestimate the capacity of people to follow BS if presented well.
Haven't found 'myself' just yet it's a bit like my cat Schrodinger :-D
Partner in non-illusory self discover or just having a bit of fun with good chemistry...

Perfect is someone who has an advantage for you at a particular time, when you met in a brief moment and emotions agree. At some point you will disagree but is the disagreement a disadvantage for you or your pride in front of friends or some confabulation.
© JustMe





Sunday, 11 December 2016

Message in a Bottle

Sending out a message in a Bottle
To the Universe in hope you Find
That until this day we've been Blind
A search that ramps to full Throttle

Before missing again ships in the Night
The search that seems Relentless
The perfect one to old and Caress
May we be our Mr & Mrs Right
© JustMe

We'll probably meet one day

One day we'll probably Meet
Which will be quite rather Neat
Searching for that golden Needle
In a haystack no need to Wheedle
That chemistry that was meant to Be
No further waiting between you and Me
© JustMe

Saturday, 22 October 2016

Old GF poerty

I am not Caz and I am Not Jan,Emerald eyes see who I am,

Look deep inside what do you see,
Learn to love the real Me.

Blue eyes looking back at you,
Taking in the things you do,
You are you,you're like no other,
Be my friend my strength my lover.

Take my hand, tell me you fears,
I'll listen with my open ears,
Teach me you wisdom and all that you know,
A new kind of love that is ready to grow.

I'll learn from you and you from me,
A different journey you will see,
It wont always be easy, it goes hand in hand,
This is the life, the yin and the yang.

Please but you lovely hand in mine,
Lets take this journey into time,
And as we venture on our way,
We will truly grow each given day.

No more secrets not more lies,
When we look into each others eyes,
Just two hearts beating true as one,
A life long journey just begun?

To feel your breath upon my face,
My hand in yours is in its place,
To taste you lips I truly long,
Two hearts beating, hear their song.

Tell me your secrets tell me your fears,
As we journey on for many years,
We will grow together hour by hour,
And blossom like gods given flower.

I'm glad Mr Myles did bring thee some smiles 
& maybe it cud be more whiles
he's sat on his boil
caused by Turkish foil,
Oh what a toil 
but saved soil on
Jeans 
in betweens

I'd walk miles with Myles for some more smiles for he is such a tease...
Miss Debbsie likes that oh so much, that her master please.
Now she waits with baited breath to have another meet..
With emerald eyes and lovely smile and boil upon his seat!

It's a Twist of Eugene's,
likes His Women In Jeans,
He Set The Bait,
She'll have to Wait,
May B Free Fri Eve,
If I Get The Leave,
CatchYer later Alligator

A second meet with my lovely Peter
How special that would be
Friday a date
guess we'll have to wait
what family say to thee
Demanding Jeans what should I do
you got me in a tiz
You'll have to lie when I ask you why
does my bum look big in this

Our Hopes & Fears,
Not to BringTears,
Except Of
Joy & Laughter,
A deep Love We're Both After,
Maybe we'll be Right
To Have Each Other In Sight

Monday, 5 September 2016

The moon together

The Moon is crescent in Night's Sky,
Wondering of Our Universe's mystery does Belie,
A rare moment we meet in space and Time,
I make for you a live Rhyme
It comes from my mind-Stream
Consciousness in our shared Dream
I send you cyber hugs and a rare Kiss
For together our company doth Miss
We'll meet again soon again and soon Be
Paired in Love blossoming between you and Me
© JustMe

Friday, 6 May 2016

Looking for the wind beneath my Wings

Just looking for the wind beneath my Wings
Hoping to meet and see what life Brings
A soulmate who makes me feel Whole
A hand to hold on life's long Stroll
Companions through thick and Thin
Up and down and support Within
Or hearts raise higher with each Meet
Like two love birds that sing and Tweet
© JustMe

Sunday, 14 February 2016

From Fearless Puppy

Your Next Year
May the next thing you do be your greatest
May the next year you have be your best
May the next thing you think make you happy
And may God take you unto her breast
May the next book you read make you smarter
May you always be lucky in love
May you never see yourself a martyr
What you hope for, may you gain above
May whatever your next aspiration
Be granted immediately
May the things that you need and the effort you breed
Always coincide successfully
May the troubles you feel are impending
Be released in the flash of an eye
And whatever you define the terms as
May you always be happy and high
May your pain be unable to find you
May you always have a hand to hold
And if life gives you anything evil
May it soon be turned back into gold
‘Cause your next day is always your greatest
And your next year is always your best
And if you feel like this, life will give you a kiss
And your living will always be blessed
http://www.fearlesspuppy.org

Wednesday, 30 December 2015

HNY dear SQ

Happy New Year to you dear S***** Qin
My heart's so delighted we meet Within
This brief moment of Time of 13 Billion
Years since the start I developed an Opinion
That your beauty was shaped in Heaven's Above
So that I could glance my Impression of Love
© JustMe 2015

Prisoners of fate or need

Joint prisoners of a Destiny in Time,
Love, affection and company we Seek;
Hoping a perfect soulmate will be Mine,
We developed a dream, someone with Mystique,
That emptiness of being all on our Own,
It's seems so unnatural to just be Ourselves
Born of thoughts of need that's Grown
Into someone else live's he Delves
© KJ 2015